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[Saturday
August 20th, 2005
2:15pm
]
wow ok so im back at my dads for good now. so call me there kiddos


338*1506



i just sneezed so hard i moved my chair
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[Tuesday
July 26th, 2005
5:21pm
]
yes well i have gone back to my mothers if you need me you can:


call:
4982151


or


text:
2653408






good day
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[Sunday
July 24th, 2005
5:49pm
]
hey kids! yeah so today i went to work from 10:30 to 2 and such we had a bunch of kids that were off to camp yeah fucking 180 kids plus counselors it fucking sucked lol yeah so then we went and picked up abby then me and abby went swimming and now im off to abbys so she can dye my hair yay fun!








ok bye





</3jennifer
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[Saturday
July 23rd, 2005
10:55am
]
[ mood | peaceful ]

yes well last night as you could tell i was rather upset still. but anyway last night was the first show on the tour list for patterns in static which was very fun indeed it was nice to see all my friends and even make a couple new ones yes indeed it was. it was very nice to see sam. he gave me a hug after the show im going to miss going to see him at kavarna oh well though cause we will still see him like on the thirty first they will be in appleton i want to go but ryan will probably be there with libby so it will be hard cause i know it is going to take all the strength i have to get over him and maybe even then some but yeah well anyway there was alot that happened but i need to find my dad to see if kayla can sleep over tonight cause we are depressed and we are going to eat alot and be fat and watch the lifetime movie network haha

leave love



hit up the phone tonight
338*1506

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[Friday
July 22nd, 2005
11:06pm
]
i dont htink i have ver wanted to cry so much as i did tonight. just listening to patterns in static made me feel horrible. i love them no doubt about it. but they are a band that ryan likes very much. but i think my heart is just very broken up. im not really sure why i thought i could get over him but never the less i will always want a reletionship.
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oh my! [Friday
July 22nd, 2005
12:55pm
]
yes well last night was a little sad ryan and i are probably never really going to work he says he doesnt have any feelings for me anymore but i think i am fine with that actually i havent even cried actually now we are just friends again pretending it didnt happen i guess its for the best but i will always wonder what things would have been like if we had worked out. ithink things would have been good. but libby makes him happy so thats what he should stick with. ok enough about that. tonight is the first night of the patterns in static "amerikarma" tour and its going to be a blast its at the eagles club adn everyone shoudl go to show their support and everyone is going thats cool so yeah ok well gotta go get ready for work update after the show love you all




</3jennifer
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i love.... [Thursday
July 21st, 2005
1:40pm
]
MEGA haha she is very totally tubular!!






me: then decided that he was "empty without her"
mega: uh oh..
mega: i saw her myspace, she is narsty





also really rather funny
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its like the song says..... [Thursday
July 21st, 2005
10:59am
]
i will sleep another day i dont really need to anyway but whats the point when my dreams are infected with words you used to say.--the spill cnavas


i didnt even sleep last night. i couldnt stop thinking about what had happened last night. did i do something wrong. did i say something. uhh no cause we like didnt talk all night anyway except when he made me happy cause i thought things might go right in my life and then we talked again when he told me that was was "empty without her" what fucking ever i think i should just give up on boys all together not be a lesbian but just not date anymore. it seems that when i do i always do something to fuck it all up and break my own heart. i dont get it. maybe i will be better off without dateing for a while. but well yes i have to work today from 3:30 to 8 hmmm im not sure how well of work i can do in this condition. im pretty broken up. i really just cant think of anything else except what did i do wrong and why does this have to happen to me. but maybe he should have thought his plan completely through before ripping my heart out hah no it didnt go that far haha i was a little upset but i think im more angry. but truth is he didnt do it intentionally. i dont know im going to go listen to this song jamie told me to download last night it is very nice actually. the words come together and they are completely breath taking it could make you forget anything you want to forget its absolutly wonderful. bye bye!!


</3jennifer
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[Thursday
July 21st, 2005
1:13am
]
yes well today was rather good me and ryan talked this morning then we talked tonight as well nad he said him and libby broke up and such and well things were going good i was like yes happiness and eternal bliss but then throughout the night he said things like have we done the right thing and such so i was like if libby makes you happy then stay with her and well turns out she did and such here is the funyn part




he said he never meant to hurt me! how could he say that to me. he just made me feel like the luckiest girl in the world. and in an instant he took it away and threw me on the ground again. what do i do now. i wont get over him. it was hard enought the first time. now i have to do it again. and we all know i will fall for him yet another time. i let people hurt me alot. sorry to say this but even steve was nicer to me. yes well that is all i have to say before the tears start again. thanks to everyone who helped me through this night. i love youa ll alot!
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[Wednesday
July 20th, 2005
11:55pm
]
ok just kidding i dont know anymore if things are going to work out with me and ryan. well i wont lie. i am a little upset. but as long as hes happy thats all that matters. so yes well im off cause yeah im gunna take a little swim. :) comment please!
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[Wednesday
July 20th, 2005
9:40pm
]
marvalous! i dont mean to sound mean but RYAN AND LIBBY BROKE UP!! yes! well anyway i really like ryan so im very happy that just needed to be said bye now
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I AINT NO HOLLABACK GIRL! [Wednesday
July 20th, 2005
10:44am
]
i had the notion that youd make me change my ways my bad habits would be gone in a matter of days i had the feeling that youd open up my eyes to a whole new world that had since been in disguise but that day will most likely never come for me and its just my luck to end up getting stuck to everything you are so tonight ill sit and pick apart your pictures and overanalyze your words but the truth is i have never fallen so hard its taking everything in me just to forget your sweater so far i had the notion that youd make me forget the world but your undesicive mind shows me that you are "just another girl" i had the feeling that those looks you gave me were real what if i ripped apart you heart at the seams maybe then youd know how i feel but that day will most likely never come for me and its just my luck to end up getting stuck to everything you are so tonight ill sit and pick apart your pictures and overanalyze your words but the truth is i have never fallen so hard i can honestly say that i have never ever ever felt this way your lips your eyelashes your skin these are the parts of your body that cause my comatose to begin and i can honestly say that i have never ever ever felt this way your lips your eyelashes your skin these are the parts of your body that cause my comatose to begin i will sleep another day i dont really need to anyway but whats the point when my dreams are infected with words you used to say i will breath in a moment as long as i keep my distance i wouldnt want to go messing anything up so dont go worrying about me its not like i think about this constantly so maybe i do but that shouldnt affect your life anymore i knew it the momment you walked into the door ill let you get the best of me because theres nothing else that i do well ill let you get the best of me because theres nothing lese that i do well ill be the giver and youll be the taker i guess thats how this ones gunna go ill be the giver and youll be the taker youve got me down on my knees and i procalim: ALL HAIL THE HEARTBREAKER!
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OH MAN!! [Tuesday
July 19th, 2005
6:44pm
]
[ mood | rejuvenated ]

Oh man today was really fun! AMANDA and I were converseing online and such when she asked me to accompany her to STEVEN'S so I discussed it with my father and he APPROVED so i gave amanda very confusing directions in which she got lost haha thats ok then she found it and we were off. so that was a fun ride because she pointed out some fat kids horse. haha that was funny! we dicided he prolly shouldnt ride HORSES.  yes well then we saw a sign that was brightly colored by a lawn chair which we forgot to read so on the way back from STEVEN'S we looked and found out that our brightly colored sign was placed so heavenly against a lawn chair and a box the sign read exactly this CUCUMBERS: 2 FOR 25 CENTS that was very funny it was placed by a box ever so heavenly filled with CUCUMBERS yes well we were at STEVEN'S AMANDA and i so gracefully took a trip to ARBYS where we placed a napkin on our sodas and when we removed it it appeared that JIGGLEYPUFF had gotten its period on out napkin. man i dont know where she comes up with these odd things but they are hillarious. well yes STEVEN'S mom said that AMANDA could sleep there and such and said i could as well if i so desired. it was fun well im off to make more memories with JENNY tonight is going to be fun. yes well comment this or die!! haha no im totally kidding! bye!

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wooo yeah! [Tuesday
July 19th, 2005
12:16pm
]
woah dig my subject haha im so bored and tired and happy for once like i have finaly sorted out what im going to do about that whole ryan situation and well im gunna sit back and relax and see where things go on their own. casue i know what im doing and i know what hes prolly gunna do but well there are like 548 people saying it will happen and i hope it does and he knows that if he changes his mind im here. i have also figured out my moving situation. i think im going to stay with my mom becuase i really dont want to switch schools because i really love it at southwest and such. so things are finally starting to take the coarse i want them to. yes and well august 6th is another show with live that i really cannot wait for it will be very excting. hmm ryans band is also playing. i hope they have an eassier time. then they did the other night i think they were just having a bad night. i sure wasnt it was much better than the night before. yes at volume one things were rather awkward but at jamies show it was fun i ignored the fact that it was gunna get to me but i just had fun. i really miss hanging out with olivia. she is really a great friend. haha and jamie and sam and eric and greg they are great people to they really make me laugh alot. hmm im really glad that i went that night. well i think that me and kiefer might be over. i mean i have never seen that kids name come up on my caller id the entire two months we have been together. and i never really get to see him cause his parents are like woah yeah spaz to the max. soi dont think this is gunna work out very well. i dont know anymore. but talking to ryan lately has been really nice. discussing how i feel for him it is nice to be able to tell someone that you like them. its very releaving to have him know. actually im really glad he knows. i just hope that one day things between us take flight nad something works out between us becuase i would be really happy. i mean yeah he lives in appleton but oh well. cause i mean im like in appleton alot and stuff. eh well whatever actually i think im supposed to go to mikeys with mom sometime soon.yes yes i believe so. hmm i thhink i want to go home soon i miss it alot. i miss looking out the wwindows and seeing my friends. how will i survive moving. i dont think i will its going to be so hard i thhink olivia will be there for me the most though. well i hope she will be. ok well i htink this is enough for now. i will update later you know that love you all!! comment this to bitches or i will slit your throat. haha no jk!
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what a day! [Monday
July 18th, 2005
7:41pm
]
[ mood | depressed ]

well right now im waiting for reggie to call me back...yeah her padre was like uhm yeah we are gunna go grab ice cream so yeah hmm she is goidn to ozzfest this year i might be im not sure now cause me adn my brother are fighting yeah well uhm yeah i really wish ryan would text me back i feel horrible for what she said to him it was very embarassing nad she had not right to share that deep of feelings with him icant believe it she told ryan that i wanted nothing but him not fair i dont do that to her ((her is this girl that lives out here her name is andrea)) yes well uhm yeah hahaha i burned a very ewmo cd and jessie told me to title it the ryan times haha she really crazked me up hmm im very cold i just went swimmming so im cold brb i need to go change.....ok well thats over hahaha hmm we are gunna go skinny dipping tonight hahha jk but wouldnt that be fun lol yes well uhm i have nothing better to do than writ in here unless i do end up going to kavarna with jessiei hope i do though i need to get out of this house....im a little broken apart by al theses situations going on. yes well now im ubsessed with the spill canvas. i can honstly say that i never ever ever felt this way your lips your eyelashes your sknin these are the parts of your body that cause my comatose to begin!!! eek i cant stop saying that either!! well me and mega are tight now yeah i really missed her haha she is making up names from me and she just called me jennifera it is fun i really missed her and her sillyness alot i dont really know what im going to do when i move. i will miss alex and megan and liv and ashley. i mean like OH livia said 13 years and suddenly im leaving. yes 13 YEARS me and that girl have been friends. she was my best friend for as long as i can rememeber. i really think that this will be good though but im very frightened as to how things are going to turn out. like what if they forget about me. or what if they hate me in my new neighborhood. oh so many htings could go so horribly wrong. im just frightened that my friends will forget me. i cried. seriously i cried on ashley's shoulders im very scared to go through with this. maybe i wont have to. well that was funny cause we already even had open house adn all that good stuff. well yes im hungry so im off bye!

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oh boy! [Monday
July 18th, 2005
6:51pm
]
[ mood | bouncy ]

so today i told ryan that it would maybe be best if i didnt talk to him for a while and try and figure things out which was a huge mistake because it made me more upset cause i cant figure this out. then i helped dad and brandon with the snad box and then we went swimming and such then i came back online and talked to amanda letourneau and she helped figure this out for the most part and stop crying and such. then me and miss nechodom ((megan)) became all better and such so things are going better i just hope that things change soon for me...ok well tahts about all i have to say! but i seriously love amanda letourneau now shes great!!

<3jennifer<3






i can honestly say i have never ever ever felt this way your lips your eyelashes your skin these are all the body parts that cause my comatose to begin!!

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fuck! [Monday
July 18th, 2005
11:32am
]
[ mood | infuriated ]

hey kids!! hmm well yes it is time that i get over this...and let everyone know....I LOVE HANSON!! oh haha no im totally kidding...haha but yes well hmm yes last night was really fun me and olivia went to jamies show it was in appleton quite a fun ride listening to oldies haha then we got there and such and hung out with jamie and greg and sam and eric and that was way fun i must say i really like jamie's bands yes well ryan's band played to which was nice..they didnt do so hott but im sure thay have done better before it just wasnt there night. thats ok though it was alot of fun anyway especially trying to take pictures of olivia oh boy i love that girl i will miss her when i move im faced so many decisions right now to i can go and live with my mom and move but stay at southwest or i can move in with my dad where my friends are all 245785315785 miles away and go to east De Pere then there are other major decisions in my life that i dont feel like discussing in here but they are like worse i hate this im so confused about so many things right now it is just unbearable i feel like running away so i dont have to deal with them but that would risk everything lalalala oh well




</3jennifer jumbo shrimp

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tonight... [Saturday
July 16th, 2005
7:39pm
]
[ mood | disappointed ]

hmm ok so a few days ago my feelings for ____ came backa nd it was cool becuase we talked all nite nad the next day ____ says he got an e-mail from someone saying _____ was cheating on him and all i could think of was oh wow maybe we can have a chance now yes! then that days was so cool i ran some arrands with my dad and then i hung with jenny then i came home at 10 and ____ was online and he was like yeah me and _____ are cool now so they were bac in action. so i was like ok and then last night i totally could not sleep so me and jenny say on the phone till like 4:30 which was cool and i still have yet to go to bed and then at 7 i got up to get ready for work at 9 till 1:45 then jenny picked me up and so her and amber dropped me off so i could shower and then they went and picked up cassie and then came back and got me... then we were off which at the show all i really did was sit on my cell but oh well then i listened to this band from chicago called mighty casey and the strike-outs and it was cool i really liked them and stuff then jenny had to go and clean so we left and we are still determining wether we are going back or not. yeah i have kiefer and stuff i just dont know what to do. he is in new york for two weeks.

new cell number
265*3408

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